they have promised that dreams can come true but forgot to mention that nightmares are dreams, too. + oscar wilde i can't brag about my love for God because i fail him daily. but i can brag about his love for me because it never fails.  people seldom do what they believe in. they do what is convent, then repent. + bob dylan  i know you are angry when you won't talk back. it is hard to take your serious when you act like that. it is not the first time we have run this road, but i am tired of carrying this heavy load. so if you are leaving, don't look back.  in all honesty you have treated me kind of shitty, you know. and i would have never done that to you… because i loved you. i guess i just thought you loved me too. there is only so much you can do before you stop and realize that it is over. the problem we have is that we hate giving up. it is a sign of weakness and nobody likes to be weak. but sometimes giving up will show that you have the strength to move on. it is letting go of something when you know it is near the end.  so this is my life, and i want you to know that i am both happy and sad and i am still trying to figure out how that could be.  even if you give them everything that they ask for, it will never be enough. some people are meant to fall in love with each other but not meant to be together. for a long while. she finally says, 'i don't believe in love. not sure it really exists, but even if it does for some people, it won't for me.' she is serious. then she lightens up. 'but, hey, if you think love me, cool.'  relationships aren't for getting things. they are for giving things. never fall in love to make yourself happy. fall in love to make the person you fall in love with happy.  i told you to be patient, and i told you to be fine, i told you to be balanced, and i told you to be kind.  you could ink yourself until everyone knows all the things you love. you could wear uniforms that gave you all the authority in the world. lose weight until there was nothing left. paint the face. suck in your gut. but in the dark, stripped down to your bones, all that remains is you.  i feel like i'm closing the door on something i'm not quite ready to let go of. + Gossip Girl  someone once told me that the power in all relationships lies with whoever cares less and he was right. but power isn't happiness and i think that maybe happiness comes from caring more about people rather than less.  what screws us up most in life is the picture in our head of how it is supposed to be.  at night i used to lay in my bed crying, now i just lay in my bed with a blank expression on my face. i never thought i would get used to the pain, but i did, it happened.  i don't want a perfect person i just want someone to act silly with, someone who treats me well and loves being with me more than anything.  girls have a bad habit of holding on for too long. guys have a bad habit of letting go too easily. + Kid Cudi  love is always complicated. but still humans must try to love each other. we must get our hearts broken sometimes. this is a good sign, having a broken heart. it means we have tried for something. |